Post 10: Figure it out

Damien wandered into the kitchen to make himself a coffee during the ad. He was losing himself in so many thoughts. Thoughts of Marissa, thoughts of Caitlyn. There was just so much going through his head. His first thought was watching next week’s episode with Marissa. He then realized that he’d have to Google the episode to make sure Caitlyn was actually starring in it otherwise it’d be a waste of time. Then his thoughts went to Caitlyn. What was wrong in her life for her to run away? And to run away that far? Not to tell him? Why didn’t she tell him? That was the hardest part to deal with, that she didn’t tell him.  Was it something to do with him? Or was it something she couldn’t tell him? He couldn’t figure out what would be more painful. He admitted to himself that it had been about three weeks since he talked to Caitlyn. He had been distracted with work, working with Marissa, hanging out with Marissa… ‘Shit’ he realized. ‘I kinda forgot about her’.  He made his coffee and wandered back into the living room to sit down and watch Glee again “One good thing came out of this though” He said aloud to himself. “She’s made so much of herself.” He smiled and curled up with his cup of coffee as the show came back on.